what i would be like (1/30)

if everything i ever wanted
was at my fingertips
i would be like her
happy beyond reason
oblivious to reality
typically lifeless and
without soul
like her my eyes would see black
and my ears would hear white
and lucky would be my reason
when blessed should be so
lost would be my cause
common sense would be my loss
sensibility would be nothing
and if i had it all
i would appreciate it none
like her is
what i would be like.